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The Woman Who Would Be Mother
( though we did not share a womb )
2 min readSep 12, 2019
Childhood’s
Heaven was
Lullaby,
Lap and me
Kneading
Turkey flesh
Of Ayah’s* arms.
Sleep in her lap —
A cradle of cloud
And feather,
Fern and Earth.
Ayah’s sandy warmth
and griddle smell
Threw a cordon
against night fears.
Which
Mother
Picks
Flesh
Off her own
Rib cage so
That her child
Might eat?
In secret,
She gladly
Fed me
Her precious
Weekly
Goat chop,
Week after week