Hey Adebayo!
Yes this may well be what I need to restart writing. I nearly died of multiple concurrent infections! Now I’m home from the hospital. Still not out of the woods.

I’m convinced Gaza genocide was part of the reason I collapsed. PTSD is off the charts around the world. Who can see those images and stay healthy and blithe? I’m constantly filled with rage. What does it mean to be human? I cannot see Netanyahoo and Biden and suchlike as humans. They have rendered us helpless and diminished. Thousands under rubble. Those babies. Purple babies. My mind turns them into gentle pansies.
Thousands upon thousands wounded. Made to run hither thither. Where’s God?