Diagrams of my Heart
~ what it is ~
My heart is a net
which catches this and that…
It gathers
unanswered prayers
which shroud the sun.
And makes the sun’s face
molten gold again…
daggers of love
thrust deep in my heart
begin and end in it
I shake them off,
those daggers
but it brings them back.
They are home, my heart says.
But I don’t want them,
I reply
My heart is a conch,
home to oceans of sighs.
As they swirl inside
— mad dervishes —
they leave curlicues of perfumed ink …
My heart is a ball of barbed wire
a tired trap.
Fleeing desires leave
shreds of flesh on it.
They sway in smoky breezes —
Love’s fugitives
must leave mementos behind…